i am no feeble christ
not me
he hangs in glib delight upon his cross
above my body
christ
forgive
FORGIVE?
i vomit for you jesu
shit forgive
down now from your cross
down now from your papal heights
from the churlish suicide
petulant child
down from those pious heights
royal-flag bearer
goat
billy
i vomit for you
forgive?
shit he forgives
he hangs in crucified delight
nailed to the extent of his vision
his cross
his manhood
violence
guilt
sin
he would nail my body upon his cross
suicide visionary
death reveller
rake
rapist
lifefucker
jesu
earthmover
christ us
gravedigger
you dug the graves of aushwitz
the soil of treblinka is your guilt
your sin
master
master of gore
enigma
you carry the standard of our oppression
enola is your gaiety
the bodies of hiroshima are your delight
the nails are the only trinity
hold them in your corpsey gracelessness
the image i have had to suffer
the cross is the virgin body of womanhood
that you defile
you nail yourself to your own sin
lamearse jesus calls me sister
there are no words for my contempt
every woman is a cross in his filthy theology
his arogant delight
he turns his back up on me in his fear
he dare not face me
fearfucker
share nothing you christ
sterile
impotent
fucklove prophet of death
you are the ultimate pornography
in your cuntfear
cockfear
manfear
womanfear
unfair
warfare
warfare
warfare
warfare
warfare
warfare
warfare
warfare
JESUS DIED FOR HIS OWN SINS, NOT MINE